Phoning it in...

[apollinav]

To my lovely F-list,

You know I love you, don't you?  I do.  Big hearts and stars and unicorns love.  Honest.  But I apologize if recently it seems as if I've been phoning it in a bit.  Small confession: I have been.  I'm thoroughly unmotivated.  It's not you love.  It's me.  I've been fussy and cranky.  It comes from a combination of work, poor diet, killer-exercise schedule that doesn't appear to do anything for my expanding waistline (See: poor diet), and still insane TGC posting schedule - which is beginning to feel a helluva lot like work.  I'm sorry for not being there for you.

We're still cool, right?

Schmootches and all that mushy crap,
AV

PS- Check out the totally bad-ass userpic Christev made for me.  I's gots me very own AK!  Weee!!!  Though an armed AV prolly not a good thing...

Comments

juss 1 of ur avid readers...

[baebin.livejournal.com]

hiddy ho beloved autheress!

if it's feeling like an obligation put it away for a few weeks; 'til it feels like a fun pastime again. the worst thing that'll happen w/ tgc is you get so stressed and pissed of that you completely cast it aside for good. if ya put it on the back-burner for a bit, u might want to write after a while and inspirational'll hit. thik about all the great books that went to shit at the end cuz publisher harassed the writer to force the finish for the deadline. fuck the schedule, juss relax and let it happen. =)

<3 toodles

Re: juss 1 of ur avid readers...

[apollinav.livejournal.com]

It does sound so easy and so tempting, doesn't it? You know every M/W/F I miss a post I at least get one email asking 'Where's my chapter?' Sigh.

This weekend I'm going to finish penning Ch46. Work on 48 (47 is in the can and ready to roll) and I'm going to garden damnit. Yep, garden. Take anger and frustration out on weeds and pull out the overgrown hydrangeas.